04 May Trusting God We Will Receive Our Miracle

Though my cheeks are stained with the tears I shed over our circumstances, I wouldn’t change a thing. God has met me here, in the deepest of my grief.

When my husband Andrew and I started trying for our family, we never thought for a second the challenges we would face. We went through two losses, male factor infertility and 4 failed IUIs before we came to terms with the fact that IVF was our only option. We are now two weeks away from starting IVF.

I am guarded but hopeful that we’ll receive our miracle baby, also trying to trust God in the process. I know that God does not cause the pain we endure, but that He is with us every step of the way. And though I am walking through this darkness, arms empty, God will lead me out of this valley and into an even better one.

This testimony isn’t one of receiving my miracle baby (I’m still praying for that) but that of encouragement to my fellow warriors who are in this season with me. Hold on, cling to Jesus and be encouraged that He is working all things for His good. Good things will come from the heartache we’re experiencing, and I don’t know about you, but I am so excited to see where God leads us.

Thank you Moms in the Making for being such a huge support for me. Being connected with so many other warriors praying and lifting each other up has given me strength when I had none and I am so thankful for this group. I love reading everyone’s testimonies, the miracles God has done in everyone’s life and just being there for each other in prayer.  I’m so thankful for each and everyone of you.

Amanda