12 Mar Naturally Pregnant with Twins After Miscarriages
My husband and I got married in 2014 and were excited to start our family right away. I remember having the thought cross my mind of “what if” we don’t get pregnant quickly or easily, but I really didn’t think much of it. It wasn’t until a year later when we hadn’t conceived that we started to realize that “what if” was our reality. When we got pregnant after almost 2 years of trying I never expected to have it end in loss or that we would lose the next 2 babies as well. After losing 3 babies in 10 months, we took a break and tried to regroup.
In the fall of 2017 we started trying again and in February of 2018 we found out we were expecting. And at 8 weeks we found out were having twins! The Lord blessed us with a smooth pregnancy and two healthy little boys!
Those experiences allowed me to see the love and care that people had for us poured out and grace like never before. Even on the days that I was angry and bitterness consumed me, the Lord was with me, giving me the strength to go on. I had hope that my sufferings wouldn’t last forever and a clarity of mind to see that He does keep His promises. Even at my lowest with all my questions and what ifs, God was and is faithful.
For those still in the wait, I want to let you know that you are seen and loved beyond measure. The Lord sees you. He knows your longing and He hears your prayers. My two little guys are proof of that! Infertility can be so isolating and it was comforting to have others who understood which is why I was thankful to have the Moms In The Making group as such a wonderful source of encouragement as I longed to become a mama.