Over the last several months, I have been struggling a lot with negative self thoughts, always beating myself up, never feeling like I was good enough personally, professionally or spiritually in any way. I felt like I had to strive for love from God and even my husband. I knew these thoughts were lies, which then made me feel crazy
My husband and I went through IVF and our first transfer worked — we had our miracle baby boy in 2021. We did our second transfer on July 2023 and it didn’t work. I’ve never experienced grief this way. I was confused and I felt such a heavy weight in my heart. It was so hard for me to think
In May 2023, I had a biochemical pregnancy and I thought I had mourned, but there was still a sadness that didn’t go away. This year, I wasn’t planning on going to conference but then God told me I needed to go. Traveling from the Netherlands to Texas would be a big challenge, but God provided a way and within
I am shouting, “I am free of fear!” This year at conference, I was so grateful that I walked in as a Mom Made, but I also walked in with an enormous amount of fear of my child’s health, specifically her sleep. During the exercise of leaving our burdens at the cross, I wrote down that I was ready to
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